It’s been 12 days since my experience/ guided trip, and I’m still unpacking it all. But what I can say now is that the day was utterly life-affirming. What I experienced gave me deep, and unexpected, insight into feelings I was holding onto, unconsciously, for many years. Bringing those feelings into my awareness hasn’t been easy, I feel quite sad, but I know those are weights I’m letting go, and I will fee better soon.
I also saw how several of the “stories” I tell myself about me are just that: fictions. Fascinating!
And I laughed SO much. And I time traveled, which sounds bonkers but it felt real as a heart attack at the time, but so much more fun.
This was my first experience with psychedelics but it won’t be my last!!!
Participants in ceremony: 1
Facilitators in ceremony: 1
Participants per Facilitator: 1
Lovely room, nice snacks!
Very comfortable space
Miriam was present and kind, and I really am grateful for her.
I have no point of comparison but my dose seemed to work perfectly.
The whole session felt based in truth.
I felt very secure.
It’s hard to prepare for something unknown like this but Miriam did a good job of making the unknown “un scary.”
Follow up integration
Haven’t done yet!