Finding the beauty in the world

Shared by JP , experienced 10 months ago.
Substance: MDMA
I dosed 90mg of MDMA, and it really helped me open up about my past traumas in life. It allowed me to share and finally allow myself to feel connected with the people I have considered my friends. Breaking that barrier of feeling like I was a problem. I spent the whole day talking and connecting with friends, which I was never able to do before. Throwing many of my emotions and telling each and every one of them how much of a difference they have had on my life. Afterwards, it felt like a massive weight had been lifted from my body. I'm still trying to get used to this more open feeling, but I have felt so much better since that dose.